Connor is 2 as of 10:50am. I cant believe it. He is now in the living room watching Coraline, I think his favorite new movie.

I put Connor down for a nap at noon, before I had to go to work. Well about 2 hours of hearing him play, he started whining and crying and ( this is why! )

well well well...its been awhile since ive actually posted in my own journal. things have seemed to be looking up as of lately. new job, new place to live, new car. same husband and son, one is just fatter and the other well getting more nerdy the more i know him. you guess which is which.

i just started working at Avante (nursing home...for you avid readers of this dead space i barely use) 2 weeks ago. it is ok, its another nursing home, different people. i kinda miss having coworkers though. its been awhile. i actually made a friend, who like wants to hang out outside of work. so that is neat. she has a 3 year old named conner and she is a year older than me(hard to find people my age on my shift).
we are moving in with dereks mom for various reasons. one, it will be nice having our own room again. connor is getting to the point where he wakes up for any noise. and his mom lives closer to town. there are other reasons that are no going to be named on here but lets just say we might be able to live comfortably.
we are getting another car!!!! im so excited too, its so badass! 1973 Dodge Coronet. go look it up and see its badassness. and its going to be nice to have the freedom to go where we want again!

connor just turned 10 months a couple days ago. he is 25lbs 3ozs. and 29 inches long. so i am happy to say that he is tapering out in his weight. he can run-crawl really fast, climb on things, WALK! my baby now walks and for a good distance too! ya know, not bad for someone who has only been doing it for a week. he like juice alot and will now take his own sippy cup. he wont hold his bottles anymore but he will hold his cup. he eats alot of regular food now, and doesnt really like baby food. my baby is turning into a little boy. *sniffles*

and i am going to end this with...derek is a nerd...and is playing guitar hero right behind me. but i love his nerdiness.
g'night

 :)

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/pages/live/articles/health/womenfamily.html?in_article_id=474551&in_page_id=1774&ICO=HEALTH&ICL=TOPART

Connor is going to weigh this much if he stays in for a full 40 weeks.

doc appt was boring, they didnt do anything.

except they told me in 2 weeks they will start doing the weekly biophysical profiles. woofuckinhoo

so, i am feeling a buttload of alot better! these antibiotics are working. yay!

my babe is getting bigger by the day. and likes to hang out in mom's ribs. making it hard to breath/catch my breathe sometimes. and i cant eat that much anymore, and feel hungry ALL the time.

today after dinner, the babydaddy got to feel the crazy feeling of elbows across the belly. nice slow movements. it was hilarious.

i cant wait to see what they say at my next doc's appt. like if they can let me know when they plan for this kid to get here. i have a guess its going to be soon.

baby shower is next weekend. and i cant wait.

32 weeks today!

so on friday night i was at work, started to see spots and get dizzy. they sent me to the OB downstairs(who cant treat me, no records) and they sent me home after they hooked me up to the baby monitors(i tell ya, connor seriously hates those things, and is determined to kick them off, lol) then i started to have what i thought was contractions and leaking fluid(the next day) and went up to shands(where i am treated, an hour away) they werent quite contractions they said i had an irritable uterus due to some vag infections...FUN. 2 more to add to the list. they said this is because i take preventative antibiotics that are killing the wrong bacteria down there. after they gave me a prescription for 2 other antibiotics and made sure baby was ok, we left. i didnt leave shands til 6 pm. and was supposed to work that night at 7pm. tried to call off, and the stupid nurse supervisor bitch made me work, on no sleep for the previous night and day before. then i got yelled at by her when i got there for not being an adult and trying to call off too late. yea like i was trying to put them in a bind. i seriously almost punched her in her face. (the stupid lady wouldnt listen to me what happened, and thought i was lying about the whole thing) i am seriously thinking about going to apply at the other local hospital, and say screw ya to this one. but that is too much work, and im exhausted all the time.

sorry about this rambling rant.

i needed it. i bawled my eyes out when i got home.

and im soooo sore, i feel like a pregnant 75 year old woman, with arthritis. every joint in my body burns, from my nerves.

p.s. i found my cute baby shower dress and it was only 10 bucks. :)